This was during a period when my mother worked the night-shift at the hospital and tried to cram in sleep during her early hours home, before one of us would accidentally wake her. My brother was often with friends or sleeping in.
After returning from the mission field and becoming disillusioned with America church, it wasn’t a huge family priority, but that’s a different post, or two.
Still, I went faithfully. Because after church, my dad would take me out to lunch.
We often went to a local Vietnamese restaurant which I have yet to find it’s equal. We would sit across from each other in the vinyl booth. And he would see me. Ask me about my life, my day, my interests.
I would sip my Sprite and he would drink his Vietnamese coffee and we would linger on our words.
I had his full attention.
Later, we no longer went to church and Sundays were spent with friends as far from my father as I could get.
Later, I resented him and his ministries and his humanity. I hated the patience he had for everyone else’s problems while serving in comparison to the burnt out glaze of the television reflecting in his eyes as I tried to recount my day.
Later, I stopped telling him about the A+ I got on my biology test, or the fight I’d had with my best friend or the heart that was slowly dying, while smiling pretty and wearing my mask.
And instead of vying for his attention, I found it elsewhere. With mindless boys and tight clothes, with the rush of energy that comes from tiny pills that go down easy and feel so good and fists balled angry at God. Angry at my father and my life and my pain.
And I no longer wished for Sundays with my dad. But oh, how I needed them then.
And that’s all done with now, my dad is home with the Lord, and I see my little girls face light up when my husband pulls her close and tells her how creative she is, and how her pictures look just like a real princess. I see her push in close to that hollow under his arm and the look on her face, she knows she belongs. And I hope she can always find that spot. I hope he never forgets how much she needs it.
Awhile back I pinned a book review of, 88 Great Daddy Daughter Dates by Rob and Joanna Teigen, over at Life By Ashley Pichea. Since then, it has been repinned about 4, 360 times.
Since the majority of Pinterest users are women, I can only assume that each mom, wife, grandmother, aunt, or friend, realizes the importance of time spent one on one between a father and daughter and how truly precious and impacting it is on a girl’s life.
Do you take your daughter or sons on dates? Did your father or mother take you out when you were a child? If so, what impact did it have on you? I’d love to hear your story or thoughts in the comments.